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Cold Bones

by Bad Luck.

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1.
Willoughby 03:49
Nobody wants me back home Nobody loves me at all I will be dying alone That same playground that we smoked our cigarettes on Was the same one that we spent our lives as kids on And when I say kids I mean little kids Because we still are kids we haven't grown up yet John and Nick got hooked Nick for a little bit And to this day John swears that one day he'll quit And I believe in him just like I always have Because when we were 12 we did the things we said. Nobody wants me back home Nobody loves me at all I will be dying alone There was that one time Steve drove our old van into The side of our old house there was nothing to do Except to sit and laugh and think about how mad Our fucking Mom would be when she made her way back She was at Donna's house that's where she always was I'm not complaining though it only helped our cause of Sneaking out and finding out that the mall wasn't all it seemed to be. Nobody wants me back home Nobody loves me at all I will be dying alone Nobody wants us back home Nobody loves us at all We will be dying alone Whoa whoa Is there something wrong with me Whoa whoa There's nothing wrong with me Whoa whoa We had no place to be Whoa whoa I still got no place to be at all Is there something wrong with me Nobody wants us back home Nobody loves us at all We will be dying alone My heads not straight and my throat it feels slit I'll watch it fall right off and stomp the hell out of it Cause I've gotten so tired I'm wired to fail And my friends are the same my fucking friends are the same These nights are long but they're keeping me from All my awful dreams all my cynical thoughts I'll break down in the front of an old parking lot And get help when I'm gone I'll get help when we're done
2.
When you left all the evidence it was stacked against you It's unannounced but I know the truth and it's hiding in my Doubt that I will ever come to grips with your innocence It's not my fault for bleeding on your floor You'll clean it up with spite like you've done before So go on And I'll find my own way (We're not avoiding the issue we're just avoiding to talk) It doesn't matter anyway And all the civil hours can be killed by a minute That's consumed with slight annoyances from past inconsiderate Choices I made I'm sorry So go on And I'll find my own way (We're not avoiding the issue we're just avoiding to talk) (This was never an issue not at all) You've been gone It's been fine for me (This was never an issue it doesn't matter to me anyway) It's not me It's not you Your mistakes are yours to dwell on It's no excuse to look down on me I'm just the product of a halfway loving Father with too much pride So go on And go your own way Distant from me Stay distant from me You've been gone You keep a part of me (It's not me it's not you) I hate me and I blame you
3.
And I woke up Feeling alone cause You've been gone for the past month I've been waking up late hardly making the pay that I need Just to go on (These past few months I've been bumming around) Paying bills that I don't want (I'm fucking jobless and I'm sick of it now) And on top of that save up (Counting on friends who can never be found) For a piece of machinery older than me (They never mattered much) All the things I did (leading up to this) They follow me (they were no different) All the years I spent (they won't amount to shit) It's taken so long To force myself to face issues I just can't fix them all overnight I could be wrong It''ll get better (I'm better) it's better I got tired of missing the childhood stuff (I woke up) Like having the pressure of missing the bus (I'm still messed up) And it hurts to say now but we all must grow up (It never ends) We fuck up you're not right I'm not right (It never ends) Can we get over it All the things I did (leading up to this) They follow me (they were no different) All the years I spent (they won't amount to shit) It's taken so long To force myself to face issues I just can't fix them all overnight I could be wrong It''ll get better I'm better it's better But I can't even scratch the surface on where to go It hurts my brain too much to think for a long time so I don't even care if I wake up at all I don't even care if I wake up I've been breaking my back for so long I'm past that point with everything again I've been breaking my back for so long I keep breaking in half come on break me in half (I've been breaking my back for so long) Break me in half won't you break me just break me (I've been breaking my back for so long) I know it won't get better at all and I'm so fed up with it So fuck you all just get away from me for now
4.
Appalled by all the faces that Have shown themselves through places that I have been forced to learn to love Then torn from and soon carried off Aside from the few things I said To friends who never gave a shit I let my head defeat my chest It didn't die, it just went blind and deaf (I know) I've been locked up in my room for far too (Long) Staring holes through all the posters on the (Walls and I) can't even try, to tell myself that I was right (I'm sick of me) and everything Self medicate until it goes away So I think back to being in A place that men have wrecked with sin Something my parents lied about And nurtured women die without And that's partially my fault for not speaking up I'm sick from doubting my guts So now I'm puking them up (I know) I've been locked up in my room for far too (Long) Staring holes through all the posters on the (Walls and I) can't even try, to tell myself that I was right (I'm sick of me) and everything Self medicate until it goes away Oh yeah. Alright. No. Black holes in my chest where my heart used to be They reflect nothing cause nothing is loving towards me There's also no one, who's always there to sing me to sleep So with my judgement impaired, I just sit and I stare And think how all could be better if I just rid the Earth Of my useless existence, my meaningless birth And so I reach for some pills as the sun hits my bed But mid-reach I get lazy and wind up falling asleep instead I don't want to die. I need to die. Anymore.
5.
I found out (I found out) It's not even killing me (You're exactly who I thought that you'd be) I wish I would've spiked your drink with bleach (So you could come clean) Or give up the ghost you're not so haunting (You'll take lies to your grave) At an early age (I hope it's at an early age) I'll be counting the days (until I know that we don't share the same air) (Cause every word you spoke to me was a waste of it) 2 years until I realized you were full of shit All that I ask of you (Is to burn through memories of us with) Nights that you can't get through (When we're both bitter towards this we'll both be better off) I give up (I gave in) Every curve is killing me (I need a meaningless and lustful release) Let's lock the door behind our contradicting feelings (So we can come clean) Give it up to me give it to me (We'll take lies to our graves) At an early age bet it's at an early age (But 27 minutes pass and so does mutuality) All that I ask of you (Is to burn through memories of us with) Nights that you can't get through (When we're both bitter towards this we'll both be better off) All that I want from you (Is to burn through memories of us with) Nights that we both can do (When we're both bitter towards this we'll both be better off) (I've been bitter towards this I've been better off) (Alright) All that I want from you All that I ask of you (Is to burn through memories of us with) Nights that you can't get through (When we're both bitter towards this we'll both be better off) All that I want from you (Is to burn through memories of us with) Nights that we both can do (When we're both bitter towards this we'll both be better off) (I've been bitter towards this I've been better off)
6.
Lantern Park 04:25
And it's overcast in the back of this van Mental photographs are flooding my head So I strike a match and set fire to my brain Just to burn away every image of you And that's only cause I know it's what you want me to do But still I'm stuck I dwell in your ashy remains I'm homeless loveless and so sick of both of those things I'll stop following you all the way home I won't sleep at all So I rid myself of my former crutch And then realized I never really liked it that much But still there's you bewitching in all that you do I'm enthralled by every move that you make Plus your interests and tastes captivate me relate to me Please fornicate with me You are the only one I want to share my body with So love me please just love me like you once did I'll stop following you all the way home I won't sleep at all I kept our picture up in my living room I kept our picture up in my Dad's living room And wore my glasses my old wire glasses And glanced past the cracks in the frame that contained what we were You took my picture down from your living room You took my picture down from your Mom's living room And that's expected I'm not that upset It just hurts me to know that you no longer long for me No I won't follow you But you followed me Right into my dreams it kills me every day I breathe (Ladadadada Ladada) I wish you missed these hands Along the small of your back when we'd be lying in bed (Ladadadada Ladada) I wish you missed these lips I finally wrote you a song I hope you know that you're missed
7.
There's a sense of attachment with my spot on Jake's floor Until I pick up my shit and I walk out the door To go lay on a couch and ignore how I know everything (Is dead) But I've been drinking so much it isn't hard to forget I'm the "asshole with asthma" sucking down cigarettes Welcoming early death And the "in betweens" are short reminders Of drives we used to take god damn it (I watched you walk away) I just sat outside and chewed up my fingers until you (Told me stay away) It hurt me so bad but you said it much nicer than that (That for me) was all I heard for (Weeks on end) it's a never ending noise (That left me) indifferent towards (Everything) I've ever known I watched you walk away There's overwhelming resentment towards the choices I've made And it's helping me to forget the names of the days Until the calendar books just a page that I covered up With arguments (I'm in no place to use) And past tenses (From days of me and you) All presented (in an ink that) bleeds right through But your words were chosen well Yeah I couldn't say it better myself Yeah your words were chosen well And mine just helped to build myself a fucking private hell (I let you walk away) I just sat inside and stared at the floor thinking of (Words I didn't say) It made me so mad cause I couldn't blame you for that (That for me) was all I saw for (Weeks on end) it's a never ending scene (That left me) indifferent towards (Everything) and everyone I know That for me was all I heard for Weeks on end it's a never ending noise That left me indifferent towards Everything I've ever known and (I don't hate you) That for me was all I saw for (I don't blame you) Weeks on end it's a never ending scene (I don't hate you) That left me indifferent towards (I don't blame you) Everything and everyone (I watched you walk away) And all things aside I'll swallow my pride I know (I let you walk away) You'll go your own way I'll sit and self loath with loneliness (I'm alone) Alone with loneliness I watched you walk away
8.
I've counted the miles, it isn't so bad (But any stale thought could rot its way in your head) Sometimes I feel like (She knows you better than you know yourself, I get it) But this one's different (Yeah I know) It's just not that simple (But I've heard it before) (And all due respect, you cover up your fear of loneliness) I just needed the sound of a voice Why can't I just get by? (Well you can't get by with a) (Ghost) Commitment, at best, was my worst idea yet (You throw yourself through slightly open doors and then you're stuck) How would you know (I saw it not too long ago, you broke in and just walked off) (And I've made my own mistakes) And here's the thing, since you've settled down are you settling? (I think that I know my mistakes) She's just not like everyone You just don't know everything I was trying to drown out the noise I just wanted to feel alive (You'll never feel alive from a) (Ghost) If you don't listen you could never get it You don't listen so you just don't get it (Fuck you, fuck you, you can't tell me you're not full of shit) Shit (If she's what helps you sleep, and 3 AM phone calls are what you need to help you get, through everyday that you breathe, and feel so stretched thin that your organs are out on the floor again) It's not like there is certainty (in every dream that) I depict of her, masturbation is a curse I guess we'll have to wait and see, until then (All that we can say is fuck it)
9.
Ex- Friends 03:32
So place your methods in my brain And kill me slow for 2 years straight But I've had it with your habits They're not habitual for me 60 days were spent no arguments And that meant nothing Cause in the largest city I said it all All you are is just skin and bones (Yeah you're just like me but you're never wrong) We both bleed the same The only difference is alcohol has replaced all your blood It starts to stain right through your veins And I can't say that I'm the same as I was yesterday But you're all dressed up and it's overrated You're still fucked up and I fucking hate it now Go home alone just ignore those (Nobody gets it nobodies let in nobody knows) Better days caught on tape you fast forward (Is this what we set out to do from the beach house never at all) Through those dumb jokes you were older (Don't bother to talk I don't want to be told what you think that you know) I can't be anything that you need (Nobody gets it nobodies let in so come on just) Go home alone Just forget my name (forget my face) It's funny how you shift your shape From an unnoticed entrance (to emergency exits) It shines a light that burns a hole through those who didn't know (I didn't know) And honestly you promised me Things would never ever change But all your friends are dead because you don't treat us like friends All you are is just skin and bones (Yeah you're just like me but you're never wrong) We both bleed the same The only difference is alcohol has replaced all your blood It starts to stain right through your veins (You're vainly choking on your words) And it's a shame that I can't say That I'm the same as I was yesterday But you're all dressed up and it's overrated You're still fucked up and I fucking hate The way we used to say we were the same You're not the same as me Cause you're a tongue tied (coward) You can't move (forward) at all
10.
Cold Bones 04:18
Get me the fuck out of Florida Get me back to that parking lot Let me dwell in my run off thoughts I'd be better off but not anywhere I need wet feet and harsher air Divorced Mothers and bedrooms where I can lay my head And the fact that I had even tried To change myself erase myself from stories that I wrote (Led to fictional) Traits to fit a state that I know Was opposite but possibly home But this place isn't home Give me back shitty train tracks and Stolen cigarettes shared with friends School yard fights and the understanding From parents that were misunderstood Despite their efforts of doing good I miss the dead grass and broken wood That surrounded the whole House that I would come to find Would represent the first that I made and truly loved (It's not enough to) Change what's in the back of my mind Despite the things that I've grown to like And I know it's easier here to get by on my own But I'd rather be in a hole at home And this place isn't home You can't take the cold out of my bones When they're brittle and they're old They'll break and fall like snow Thick and heavily stick to a Long Island street until (I'm swept away) Decaying and waiting for 3 months of growth to force new times to come (But for now I'm just) Burning every inch of my skin (Cold) Waiting for the summer to end (Bones) And I'm not naive to the fact that the choice is my own Just right now I found something to grow But this place isn't home Cold bones.

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