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Apology
04:09
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Sweat drips in my eyes
Screams of lust we cry
Tonight you are everything
You're everything
You're everything to me
No more as I wake from this perfect dream
I'll escape from Edens walls
I can not stay and live this lie
For I must think only of myself
And to think that you would not be scared or surprised
If I had severed all these ties
This is the end
I'll lose myself in anguish for tonight
Help me get over you
I feel so numb to see this bitter end of beautiful illusions
Broken pieces will not mend to save our past now
It has come to this one last kiss
I'll lose myself in anguish for tonight
Help me get over you
One last false apology
Help me get over you
Now we must let go
Urgency overwhelms me as I must restrain my flood of tears
I refuse to be slave to your false beauty again
I'll lose myself in anguish for tonight
Help me get over you
One last false apology
Help me get over you
In my mind
Blood drips from your eyes
A beautiful last goodbye
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2. |
Endings Without Stories
03:42
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this time I die
our love ruined by your malignance
broken shards of feelings are now just tainted memories left
beautiful dreams that I cherished now are so disgusting as I strangle the light from you
I watched the smile fading from your face
you bled till there was nothing in your veins
blood stains my hands so I won't forget you
its all over now so dry your eyes
there is no forgiveness, be afraid to die
blood stains my hands so I won't forget you
tears fall as your screams of anguish rage throughout the heavens
amidst the penance you must pay
caress this bullet as eyes close to the painful memories you left
consume the rest of me
my vision of you has now turned to dust, your porcelain smile gone
I watched the smile fading from your face
you bled till there was nothing in your veins
blood stains my hands so I won't forget you
its all over now so dry your eyes... there is no forgiveness, be afraid to die
blood stains my hands so I won't forget you
you let me go
you let me go too soon
I love you are meaningless words that slip away as I slit your throat
and I will slit your throat
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You make me sick
I'll tear out those diamond eyes i can't bear to see
Crimson spills on paper skin
They call this tragedy
Remembering the nights when you'd whisper to me soft
"Forever more my heart is yours"
Realize those words have died
As the life fades from your eyes
All that i can say is it may not be too late
Try again, make it perfect, make me worth it
Or else die for all i care
If I can not be loved then none shall be
Think of this as i softly kiss your blood glazed lips once more
On this night this thing you call love dies
Your face disgusts me, smile and bear your lies
This broken trust will become your demise
As the life fades from your eyes
All that i can say is it may not be too late
Try again, make it perfect, make me worth it
Or else die for all i care
After today silence will haunt you
Expect no forgiveness for your life will end tonight
Now i grit my teeth and finish what i know must be done
To kill the memory of you,and you said this would be forever
As the life fades from your eyes
All that i can say is it may not be too late
Try again, make it perfect, make me worth it
Or else die for all i care
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I'd push you away but you are the only thing I know
I can't help believing in you... the idea of beauty leaves me enslaved
say you'll stay for tonight and I promise you this will be the last
I'd push you away but you are the only thing I know
at your feet I now lay for you are the only thing I know
I stare blindly into my reflection
a piece of me lost... I am terrified that I cannot breathe without you
I am nothing in my eyes if not lost
I can't see past your eyes, without them I would die
Shackles cut my wrists as I fight the chains
None can hold me
I'd push you away but you are the only thing I know
at your feet I now lay for you are the only thing I know
in a room where I once told you everything, I am alone
once beholden to nothing and no one
how is it that I am slave to these eyes which glisten with untold secrets
that I crave so wildly to understand?
I must steel my heart to your warm gaze
I'll claw out my eyes and see you no more
its because of you I sometimes wish that I would die
sometimes I wish I would die leaving you behind
enraptured by my ignorance, I now deserve sympathy
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5. |
Red And Dying Evening
02:57
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you've taken the last of me
the god's of your innocence shall not protect you from the hate of my wrath
you've taken the last of me... blame the end on yourself
you deserve each tear that falls
scratch out your eyes
the blood will drown in red and I will leave you for dead
a lovely evening draped in regret
the shadow of justice now engulfs you
as cold hands reap the pain they've sewn
you've taken the last of me
blame the end on yourself
you deserve each tear that falls
scratch out your eyes
the blood will drown in red and I will leave you for dead
a lovely evening draped in regret
Forever gone
the taste of your death replaced the smell of your breath
a lovely evening draped in regret
suffocate your will to live with my pain
you were so easily seduced by greed
you could never feel my calloused hands closing around your throat
taste your loss
wake into the nightmare that has become our love
may your screams never cease
you've taken the last of me
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No one ever said that life was fair
And I'm not saying that it should be
So knowing that you are what you want to be and I'm not
Comes as no surprise
But dont expect me to be happy for you
And dont smile at me and tell me things will work out for me too
I dont want your pity
I hate your pity
Taste your vanity and its sweet bitterness
As you hide behind your veil of my stolen hopes and lost dreams
You took them all
I watched you steal my thoughts and had to see you smile
As you build your dreams on my shattered hopes
I'll look back on a day once loved and fantasize for tragedy
Swallow your pride
Beg me to make this easier
And listen to my hopeless cries
Suffer alone in emptiness
I lust to see you swallowed by the mess that you left in your wake
Disgust lies deep within your empty gaze
Beg me to make this easier
And listen as my hopeless cries
Send stares into your meaningless eyes
My envy can't describe how I loathe you for having all the stars
Leaving my eyes to marvel the sky knowing it should be mine
Yet its you I see wasting the dream that only I deserve
I'll tear off your face to see your smile
As you build your dreams on my shattered hopes
I'll look back on a day once loved
And fantasize for tragedy
Beg me to make this easier
And listen as my hopeless cries
Send stares into your meaningless eyes
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7. |
Early Mourning
03:45
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Last night I forgot
How the sound your voice whispered sweet
Goodbyes, your eyes left to die
Unable to
Understand why
Why not one more night
One last kiss good bye
My sweet love tonight
I hope the stars still spell out your name where you are
Kiss my closings eyes
Help me sleep without you I'm so lost
And tonight I cry
Tell me why
I can't live without your warm embrace
Why not one more night
one last kiss good bye
my sweet love tonight
I hope the stars still spell out your name where you are
I close my eyes and you are everything I see
Goodbye
Goodbye to you my love
I won't forget you
I'll see you soon
Goodbye my love
Goodbye to you my love
I won't forget you
Bye, bye, love
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Jealousy rears its ugly head
I won't forget the things you said before
Goodbye, goodnight, for good...remember my face when you feel the pain
Help me to sleep...
Help me to sleep...
Now I'll fight with my eyes closed (with my eyes closed)
for the things I've let go
Sweet breath escapes...
choke on the lies that were your last goodbye
Hear my voice as you sleep...
Sleep tight, goodnight...
choke on the lies that were your last goodbye
Helps me to sleep without your memory
And my shattered dreams collect dust on what used to be a lie
It haunts me no more and now you're gone, you've left me alone
I wasn't wrong to feel this way inside so goodbye, goodnight, for good
Now I'll fight with my eyes closed (with my eyes closed)
for the things I've let go
Sweet breath escapes...
choke on the lies that were your last goodbye
Hear my voice as you sleep...
Sleep tight, goodnight...
choke on the lies that were your last...
I find pleasure in the taste of your decay
I anxiously watch you fade away
I can't explain what's happening inside of me
I refuse to fight you anymore
All I know is I have to make sure...make sure you never wake up again
Soft flesh gives way to trembling hand...
Beautiful eyes are sewn shut
Searing thread suffocates the light (the light)
Beautiful eyes are sewn shut
Searing thread suffocates the light (light)
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9. |
Beautiful In Blue
03:16
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Silence screams, "you're just so beautiful in blue"
Breathless stares escape your undying eyes
Are you blind to my sorrow and sympathy?
A piece of me will die with your last breath...
This will all be over soon for you are so lost inside
Glazed eyes long for the waves' embrace
Drawn to an end so near...
Far away are days when you smiled just to hear my voice
Why are you trying to run away?
My love, I can't find the words to tell you...
Drown all of your fantasies
Silent angel crashes through the sky
With your final broken promise
Having lost sight of the stars
Regail me with your tales of lonely, bittersweet loss
Giving up comes too easy when hope is gone
I'll walk away so you can choke on your dying breath
But if you side against me, to hell with you...
Far away are days when you smiled just to hear my voice
Why are you trying to run away?
My love, I can't find the words to tell you...
The fear has stolen her heart as she wakes from her dream
Treacherous ink finds her lungs, seizing her screams
Numb hands now reach too late to take back the light
Far away are days when you smiled just to hear my voice
Why are you trying to run away?
My love, I can't find the words to tell you...
Far away are days when you smiled...
Seas cry out butchering this tragic soul without hope
Their frailty is broken and now fades into the blue...
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